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Tuesday, July 14th, 2009
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4:02 am
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Just made scrambled eggs for the first time ever (with cheese added, no less) (yes, at 3:30am). A little runny but good overall. If I die in my sleep, we'll all know the cause. Also, my pancake technique needs work.
HP6 tomorrow night, bitches. I know we'll be seeing it at the same time, Nadia. Too bad not in the same place.
As I choose my mood, I think to myself... "I should really complete my Hertzfeldt-themed mood icons. They would kick ass."
current mood:  restless
current music: Silence (almost but not quite literally)
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| Saturday, April 18th, 2009
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1:42 am - long
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Long day, start of a long weekend. 5 more hours of music + 6 hours of booth time tomorrow, then rinse and repeat for Sunday. I'd really rather sleep.
current mood: tired
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| Friday, August 8th, 2008
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2:02 am - Why
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do I always like the girl I can't have?
current mood: thirsty
current music: Theme song from X-Men the Animated Series
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| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
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2:54 am - hic
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Yeah... I've had the hiccups for the past, oh, 40 minutes? It's really starting to annoy me, and I can feel it's going to make me throw up any moment.
Huh, how about that. Just as I finished that sentence, I sneezed. No more hiccups. How odd. Sneeze felt good, too. They always do.
And then I got sidetracked for 10 minutes.
Anyway, long day at work. Nothing special happened, just the same old shiz. Our network has been having problems for the past few months, ever since I tried to make it more secure... Well, the new router I bought last week didn't fix the problem, so I'm going to try one more thing to fix it. If it doesn't work, I'm frankly stumped.
After work I stuck around for 2 more hours (until 11pm) to practice the songs Kyle wrote we'll be performing this weekend in Lake Elsinore. Well, he didn't write all of them. He wrote half. The other half is old R&B songs (Temptations, etc).
I've been reading a couple Star Wars novels the past few weeks. Yes, I'm a complete geek. But yeah, finished the first 2 books in the trilogy, and just started the third. They're really good.
I don't think it's possible for me to write an entry over 2 sentences and not lose my train of thought.
Anyway, here's something that came out looking a lot better than the Mario pic.
And check out a strangely animated Mario and Homer (The originals are from the same guy that did that Jessica Rabbit and the Mario below).
You should check out his website if you think it's interesting.
current mood: tired
current music: Family guy is on
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| Thursday, September 6th, 2007
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1:09 am - Yo
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Yo, LJ, what's happening?
current mood: tired
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| Sunday, May 20th, 2007
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11:04 am - Son of a BITCH
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I just found out a really good guy is in the hospital and is probably not going to make it.
Just sitting at a table and without warning lost consciousness. What the fuck.
I don't even know Paul very well, but he's always been really nice and a good guy. It's actually making me cry. Not very good when I'm at work trying to help people.
current mood: sad
current music: Some oldies are on.
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| Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
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8:12 pm
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Getting bitched out at work for things that aren't your fault is lame.
In other news, getting a check in the mail after forgetting Georgia hadn't sent you your tax refund yet is a pleasant surprise.
current mood: tired
current music: No music. The Transporter is on while I wait for House, MD.
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| Friday, May 11th, 2007
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8:30 am - :whine:
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I want nothing more right now than to be with her.
Couldn't sleep at all last night, because it was all I could think about.
And it's been like a goddamn year already.
Le sigh.
current mood: tired
current music: Just the computer humming and my typing, again.
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| Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007
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2:56 pm - Nice
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In other news, getting in touch with best buddies from Georgia is nice. That made today a lot better.
current mood:  full
current music: All I hear is my typing and the hum of the computer.
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11:34 am - Grr
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It's pretty bad when you've only seen your manager for 10 minutes, but he's already made you so mad you don't even want to hear his voice.
current mood:  angry
current music: Some hip hop song or something is on.
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| Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
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3:56 am - Atama Yama - Koji Yamamura (2002)
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| Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
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1:06 am - Wow
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In the past 18 days I have written 18 journal entries in a secret journal devoted to Madison. They are actually written to Madison. She has yet to really comment on anything I've said. Though we have talked. It's been a week now since we last spoke. It burns me to the core. I am still madly in love with her. My soul aches for her. I long to see her smile, to smell her hair, to feel her touch, to hear her voice, to taste her lips. Yes, all 5 senses want her. I don't know how I can keep going on.
Maybe I'm an idiot, but, damnit, I can't help it. You can't just turn off love.
current mood: discontent
current music: Mates of State - Think Long
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| Saturday, March 11th, 2006
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2:40 am - Yar
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I'm such a stalker
current mood: Lonely
current music: Dashboard Confessional - The Sharp Hint of New Tears
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| Friday, March 10th, 2006
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11:48 pm - gray
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Minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, all I can do is think of you. I want to know what you're doing, what you're thinking, who you're with, how you're feeling. I want to see the smile on your face and hear your laughter during these times you say are "really good". I want to be there, feel your hand in mine.
You never said this would be easy, but I never thought it would be this hard.
current mood: depressed
current music: Radiohead - Creep
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| Monday, August 15th, 2005
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12:25 am - weird
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I've been having the strangest dreams lately. Most recently, I had one involving an ex-girlfriend of 2 years that I haven't dated for 4 years now. I happened to run into her (not literally) in the dream, and all of our old feelings for eachother came rushing back. I could feel her cheek on my palm, her hand on my back, her lips on my lips. She told me I had to go, because she was having thoughts of leaving her husband and child for me. She would have done it if I had only asked it.
The strange things is, I know that isn't what I would want. I don't love her. A part of me still loves the person she used to be 4 and a half years ago and probably always will. But the fact is, she's not that person anymore. She hasn't been that person for a long time. I began to hate her when I realized she wasn't the person I fell in love with. I began to hate her more when she started dating another guy on a whim without really breaking up with me first. She's always wanted to be friends, but that's an incredibly difficult thing to do after being everything to eachother for 2 years and having such a rough ending. I know things could NEVER go back to how they were. I wouldn't want them to.
I see now that our relationship was never what it should have been. Comparing to what I have now with Madison... there is little comparison. I always felt like I was TRYING to seem enthusiastic about us as a couple, about our future, about her. I never have to do that with Mads. I genuinely want to always be around her, and I don't really care what it takes to do it day after day. Half hour drives to her town, 36 hour drives to her state, picking up everything and moving near her, hundreds on plane tickets for less than a week of visiting. It's all so worth it. I couldn't imagine it being any other way.
Tomorrow (or later today now, to be more precise), I'm moving again. Big city Atlanta. Thankful to be someplace busier than this. Thankful to be in a better housing situation. Thankful there will be more people coming into the Shack so I can actually make money again. Thankful that in a week, she'll be there, too. And only 5 minutes away. It's so wonderful, I can't even begin to say. To be so close to who I love so dearly.
Why does my dreaming mind go to someone I hate? It doesn't always go there, sure, but it did. That little part of me must really want it back; That dream of having a family and growing old together with her. You know what? The rest of me has a much better plan.
current mood: contemplative
current music: The All-American Rejects - My Paper Heart
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| Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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12:16 am - wow
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Madison told her family the truth about my age and that we met online.
current mood: relieved
current music: none
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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12:26 pm - bah
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My compy = dead. There I was, just working on my webpage (for once) at about 5am. Then *click*. No log off, no shut down, just *click* off. When I try to boot into windows regularly, it just reboots before fully loading. If I try debugging mode or recovery console or anything like that, I get a STOP error referencing a BAD_POOL_CALLER. It's lame, and I can't get it to boot into anything to do diagnostics. So now I just need to find somebody's system I can load my drive into as a slave, copy some things, and totally reformat. I HATE doing that. I have to do it too often, it seems. Oh well, such is life, eh?
In other news, less than a week until I get HP6 shipped to me. Word to that.
current mood: annoyed
current music: Mr. Holland's Opus is on
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| Monday, June 6th, 2005
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10:24 pm - Interesting
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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2:07 pm - meh
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well, all I can say is that I want to move out of this room as soon as possible. it's not that bad, but I'd be much happier elsewhere. how's things, everyone?
current mood: bored
current music: I hear CNN
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| Sunday, May 15th, 2005
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6:29 pm - weezer rocks
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It was a pretty good show. Apparently, some real fuck heads like Weezer. Mads and I started in the pit. Two songs in, we couldn't stand the pushing anymore. It's fucking Weezer, not some hardcore metal or anything. Why can't people just stand and enjoy it? Sheesh. In any case, still a good show. Rivers is so funny, just standing there, playing with so little movement. Pat's so nonchalant about drumming. Brian is just funny to watch. Scott gets really into it, legs spread as far as he can get them. He's definitely the crowd-lover. I can't recall which song it was ( I have some video of it I'll look at later), but Rivers stood back and played while Brian sang one song. Kinda strange.
Later, people.
current mood: tired
current music: I think I hear Third Eye Blind somewhere
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